i can’t change it, i wouldn’t change it. we’re better for it, but you’d be a fool not to wish for that ignorance again. every relationship has that undefined corner, it has to be analyzed. it has to be understood and lit up. the result will be the same, but the tour could have been longer. we should have come through the side door. we would have found so much more to share, and still ended up stronger people in the end. that epiphany that still stands today. it eliminated all other options. a cut and dry decision with no emotion. incredible that it can exist admist all the love in the world. so simple. so right. it makes perfect sense and no sense. the only question now is what role were soulmates meant to play away from one another. you are still searching for the one love, while i try to make sense of all its potential definitions. we’ll continue to share notes, compare stories, and try to make that next embrace last one more second.