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the storm has moved on
she waits with the night
an escape that is close enough

a flicker without a flame
to be embraced by no one
deny the rejuvenation

hold on
it will take over
expel
come back

Sun Kil Moon – Heron Blue

i woke up

i just want to stay in and listen to music

caress or destroy

fingertips powerful enough to tear through my ribcage
nails press against heart
wordlessly beckon you to do what you will
time and breathing stop
no room for fear now
to have and to hold

like stop

the only terrible things i want to do to you are the ones that make you scream words that you don’t mean. 

if i go to sleep

the music stops

static

I have missed the noise.
The beautiful noise.

All of the layers.
All of the chaos.

Crafted.
Created.
Crashing.

It bristles at the ignorant.
Pushing away the simple.

Begging to be pealed apart.
To be understood.
To be embraced.

Let it wash over you.
Get lost.
Drown.

Wake up and feel the cold of silence.
Come back to the noise.

if i could just hear you breathe behind me

my stress level wouldn’t even be measurable right now

the peace you bring me by just being there is amazing and it’s why i notice each second when you aren’t within arms reach

not that i need it, but it’s the nicest thing in the world to have close

because your target audience is on at 1am on a Sunday night

no they aren’t

you are an idiot

you don’t know how to use that which you promote

you, social media tool

the thing about transitional stages in life

is that no matter how old you are, explaining it to your parents before you have it all figured out, is always a big pain in the ass

i will never refer to someone as ‘my boo’

‘my’ anything is hard enough